Enjolras (
pro_patria_mortuus) wrote2015-10-11 02:01 am
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It's a fine autumn day: not too cold, with a light breeze and a clear sunny sky.
Also it's beautiful, or so Prouvaire has informed him with great certainty, although he sighed briefly over the lack of dramatically thunderous clouds. Enjolras is willing to take his word for it. He doesn't see the appeal of thunderous clouds, except that rain is necessary for crops, and so far as he can tell Prouvaire thinks nearly every day is beautiful in its own (sometimes dismal) way, but he has no particular opinions to the contrary.
They're walking arm in arm on the far side of the lake, not too far from the forest verge. It's a good day to walk with a friend. (They're both agreed that that, too, is true of nearly any day.)
Also it's beautiful, or so Prouvaire has informed him with great certainty, although he sighed briefly over the lack of dramatically thunderous clouds. Enjolras is willing to take his word for it. He doesn't see the appeal of thunderous clouds, except that rain is necessary for crops, and so far as he can tell Prouvaire thinks nearly every day is beautiful in its own (sometimes dismal) way, but he has no particular opinions to the contrary.
They're walking arm in arm on the far side of the lake, not too far from the forest verge. It's a good day to walk with a friend. (They're both agreed that that, too, is true of nearly any day.)
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The sunlight filtering through the leaves still provides plenty of light to see by at this hour, at least.
They walk on in silence, unhurried, each in his own thoughts. Enjolras is thinking of that other France with its daemons: what he can remember of their struggles, and the causes for hope. Even if they never return to this version of Milliways, and read their dead other selves' dossiers, it's still possible that they'll avoid the awful fate of their own '32. Other worlds have; that Paris that Joly and Combeferre found in the Labyrinth, with one night without rain and a little more popular fervor to tip the balance, did.
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He, too, thinks of the other '32. In the Paris with the Otherworld, where he met the minotaur who spoke of Enjolras and the shimmery blue creature who spoke of Feuilly, the uprising of 1832 had blossomed into a true revolution, instead of being smothered in the cradle. Perhaps the daemon-world, with its more obvious spirituality, went (would go?) the same way. With their souls battling alongside their bodies, how could they fail?
...Jehan's imagination helpfully provides several ways in which they could fail, but there is no reason to think it inevitable, at least.
They come upon a small patch of violets, and Jehan chooses to take that as a hopeful sign. He marks the location; he can come back here later with a pot and a spade, and dig them up to grow them in his room.
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In this one track, Enjolras and Prouvaire's thoughts have been running along similar lines; if not the same, at least more or less parallel. (He's probably starting to glow a little again.)
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A dark-winged butterfly alights on the pocket of Jehan's waistcoat, and he smiles down at it. (Are there butterfly daemons, in that other world? He knows some people who seem like butterflies, whether through delicacy or through frivolity, but he can't truly know, not in this world.)
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It's some minutes later that he says, "What have you been up to lately?"
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"I've...met many strange new people, as I'm sure you have." He shakes his head. "And I've considered what I might do, here. Other than use the Labyrinth to go places where there might be work to be done, which I'll do, but...well. You know the problem, I'm wholly certain. I needn't explain it to you."
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Enjolras's voice is very wry; there are layers of understatement in that one word.
He's found enough, between friends and Milliways work, to be able to mostly ignore how much he chafes at the lack of meaningful purpose here. He still feels that hollowed lack, every day.
"I've yet to find a good answer for it. To be a resource for others from other worlds, who might not have learned of egalitarian principles at all, that's something, but--" He gestures with his free hand, a small and eloquent turning up of the palm: but still, it's only a little, it's not enough.
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"Is there any way," he says, "that we could treat Milliways as a world of its own, with its own needs that might be addressed, as well as a midway place between other worlds? Oh, I know Bar seems to address everything--but surely there's something. I wasn't here for our clash with Security, but surely that reveals a lack...a lack of something, anyway, something we may at least begin to fill?"
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"I had a vague idea," Jehan says, when the squirrels disappear into the upper branches, "of, perhaps, a newspaper." It's an activity that comes readily to mind, as it's one Jehan knows.
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"It's a good thought," Enjolras says slowly.
"With the involvement of the community... --How would you organize it?"
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"Free, I assume?"
He means free of charge; that a paper will be free of censorship and government restrictions is a given here, unlike at home.
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"Then a question is whether it's better to gauge interest in participation before beginning, or to put out an example and invite others to join in, or some combination of the two."
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He thinks it might find an audience, but his inherent shyness is always an obstacle when it comes down to the work of communicating with strangers. Never an insurmountable obstacle--he's been surmounting it since he was a child--but it's never shrunk into insignificance, either.
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Enjolras is considering this seriously, and visibly so. (Whether the question of shyness in relation to publishing a paper has occurred to him, ever, in his life, is an open question. But he'd take it seriously too if it were under discussion!)
"To say 'a paper,' that's very broad even in our world. Here, who knows? Of course you'll want others involved, but I think you're right. It doesn't make sense to prioritize recruiting before people know what they're being invited to join."
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He listens, and envisions such a newspaper -- specifically, envisions Bossuet and Courfeyrac and Bahorel in charge of answering questions from the Milliways masses, for the amusement and edification of all -- and his lips twitch.
"That would gratify them."
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His smile has settled in, now, and shifted from the earlier faint amusement at his friends' imagined glee to earnest affection of his own.
"They're ideally suited for such an endeavor, if they wish it. All three of them. And they have a fine ear for when to give real advice, which will certainly be worthwhile, and when to be silly for entertainment."
Enjolras... is aware that many people consider silliness a very valuable thing! So they'll doubtless appreciate that too! Bahorel and Bossuet and Courfeyrac are all people who value things like silliness, which is a major reason why they're better than Enjolras at discerning when it's time to employ it.
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"Oh, yes," he says. "Their real advice would be...bracing. And practical, and generous, no doubt. And I know Bahorel, at least, is in favor of this idea." He pauses. "I'm not suited for such a paper, but I might...submit a poem, perhaps, if it seems to fit at any juncture." He feels a bit shy at the thought, truth be told. "Would you wish to publish anything?"
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"It depends on the shape it takes. I'm certainly not opposed."
If it's mostly meant for community entertainment... well.
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Jehan pauses, looking around at the undisturbed, unchanging stillness of the forest. "And it will be something of use to do."
A fox ambles across the path before them at a slow, easy pace, his ears perked up. He cocks his head to scrutinize Jehan and Enjolras, before deciding they're of little interest, and continuing on his way. The fox likely doesn't worry about having things to do. But no doubt his existence holds other struggles. All of nature, all of growth, is a hard-fought struggle. Even the seemingly tranquil trees have their battles to fight. Perhaps the trees, if they were conscious, would envy humans who need only find occupation, and who needn't strive towards the sunlight.
Jehan's thoughts easily drift off along this well-traveled path.
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"Yes."
That's a little wry again.
More earnestly: "And it will be a valuable service, if it catches on. We've spoken before of the fragmentation of this community. More types of popular communication can only help."
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